Don't worry, baby.

It really has been a while since I posted. If I'm honest, I'm quite glad of it too. I haven't really been in the right frame of mind for writing. This is only a personal thing, people deal with everything differently, but for me, I just don't want to indulge in that self loathing, melancholy feeling, and I especially don't want others reading it. I feel for me personally, its a dangerous path to go down and if anything, makes me feel even worse. I also feel like I've learnt the hard way, that not everyone will stick around for the pity party. But why should they? I would rather suck it up, than end up alone.
So after a rocky start to the month, things have improved, a lot. I cannot explain the sense of ease I have felt recently and it is so nice to be able to indulge in being happy and incredibly cliché. I may be poor, horribly poor for that matter, but I have a great life. I have a caring family, wonderful friends and a relationship that is so perfect. I never knew how amazing it is to feel so much love for another person.